What am I doing?
What am I doing? Seriously, what am I doing? I'm smarter than this. I'm wiser than this. I'm too clever for this.
What am I doing?
Why am I wasting time with something that won't allow me to improve? To grow, to gain. To be better than my current self.
Why am I afraid to break through the wall in my head. The barriers in my mind stopping me from achieving what I want.
I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to be here anymore. I know what I want, and I see how to get there but I can't make the move. To start the shift, the beginning of change. I'm afraid.
Afraid of the unknown, afraid of the possibility of freedom. Of happiness. Of greatness. I'm afraid.
But I won't let it stop me.
You got this homie!! Taking a risk can be scary, but also exhilarating! You won't know until you try. And don't think you've failed at anything. It is all a part of the learning lesson called life!
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